Six weeks and counting...

I am packing up my stuff - very slowly - and getting ready to leave.

Ok...the packing has not happened beyond the first week, I do have some very good reasons however and intend to begin the packing process again tomorrow.

I am more concerned about me. Robert has been helping me with some of my personal and interpersonal issues. The stuff that we went through when I moved in was easy compared to this. Now we are hitting the heart of what is not functioning well with me. This is now the hard part. I am fighting it, and I don't want to be! That is the frustrating thing! I want to get better, I want to get past the blocks in my brain but seem to be stumbling against my best intentions.